So...in the past three hours, life just compounded, and I am stressing out majorly. I had been so laid back in a "Whatever...it'll be fine." mode, and it was fantastic. And then reality hit me. Jury tomorrow...not feeling so together, which is very un-Samantha-like, and my voice doesn't seem to want to warm up entirely, which is a problem. And I'm going through one of those terrible I-hate-my-voice-and-everything-about-it stages, so that isn't helping matters. Ethics final...still have an outline to prepare for 8am. Pretty sure I'm over my texting limit this month on my phone...Dad's not going to be happy with me. Money...I hate it...causes me more stress. (I love the holidays, but they don't help the pocket book. Oh, being an adult!) Family...slightly irritating me currently. I need to stop all this stressing because I'm going to cause myself more gray hairs! Can tomorrow just be over, please? At about 4pm tomorrow, a few of those things will be a little better.
Despite the stressing, though, I have to find something to be thankful in it all, so...
Gratitude 147
I love Christmas lights. They are soooo pretty! :) And I made some delicious soup in my crock pot today. Yum!
Till tomorrow... Wish me some luck.
I have my jury tomorrow, too! My voice was shot today from my performance yesterday and because I had no sleep last night because of finals. I had one of those "omgosh LIFE" days a few days ago. Not fun. BUT we're both going to be okay!
ReplyDeleteGood luck tomorrow. I'll be praying for you! :)
thanks. it went fine. although, they picked the stupidest piece...i was all emotionally psyched up to do one of my big pieces, and they picked a silly purcell one-pager. boring! but my semester is finished now...minus a couple of iolanthe rehearsals.
ReplyDeletehope your jury and exams went well! i was thinking about you while i was getting ready for mine. :)